out of sudden, last nite,
a dear friend of mine talked about life
and the lost of her father
who passed away a few years ago
and how much she misses him
I frozed
breathless
speechless
I had lost a few before
but it’s more like losing love
and of course, it’s different thing
as losing love in term of relationship,
means there’s always hope of getting back together
or else
move one and finding someone new
but in term of death,
you could never bring them back
once you lose them,
you lose them forever
dan ketika dia bercerita tadi malam,
gue jadi ikut merasakan kehilangannya,
dan bagaimana dia sangat merindukan ayahnya
and no matter how hard I tried to stay cool and comfort her
tetep aja pas malem udah nyampe rumah,
gue nangis bombay
ikut merasakan kesedihannya
dan gue jadi berpikir
that my lost, is actually nothin’ compare to hers
that I should be tougher & stronger
and that I should be okay
so to those who had lost their love ones,
untuk orang2 yang telah ditinggal mati oleh
orang tua,
suami,
istri,
anak,
kakak,
adik,
pacar,
tunangan,
turut berdukacita sedalam2nya
and my dear friend, dwi,
it’s OK to remember him,
it’s OK to be sad,
it’s OK to cry,
and perhaps it is the good time to pray
dan agar yang telah tiada
diberikan tempat disisiNYA
dan mari kita berdoa
agar orang2 tercinta yang masih kita miliki sekarang
diberikan kesehatan & umur panjang
berdoa, dimulai…..
